Julia

My friend Erics have been working on a comic last year, here is a taste of what to come.

Shy Steps

I think I'd want to write a story someday, when I got the chance... if  I ever got the chance.
Something romantic, some light reading or perhaps melodrama?
I've been quite influenced by some Japanese and Korean melodramatic movies lately.
I would personally recommend "Taiyou no Uta" for starters, then try "Say Hello for Me"
There will be about 70% chance that you'd be hooked haha.

Creedleon : Incognito

I feel so tired,

weary and crumpled

the relieve that I draw from the pain of self pitying

the fake consolation that has been my drug

all along

all this time

...

I cast down my mask

only to have my face scarred

over and over

and over

...

Here I am,

here I stand

I am but a wanderer

with limping steps I tread my path

from unknown to uncertainty

I have journeyed

...

Creedleon : Point Break

I don't really know what to write.

In a few days time I'll be leaving this beloved hometown of mine...

shadows of the past are tempting me to stay

stay and put my life on hold once again...

Here I stand, the weary vagrant that has yet to found his shelter.

Time is taking its toll on me,

life is forcing me to hit the ground

Endlessly pounding and pounding on me till I fall

and continue to pummel me

keeping me down every time I try to get up...

For every love that I've found

there's always been pain awaiting to unfold...

I grow scared of hoping,

worn out by expecting

and repeatedly disappointed...

Creedleon : Mumbles

Love is the Way I Say Good Morning, Good Day, Good Afternoon
and
Good Evening


This too, in its way is uncertainty

...

I don't know how to proceed anymore.

Being me, the way I am

...

Creedleon : Proximity Alert

 Between Dreams and Nightmares

My vision narrowed,

The whole world fades before her presence

She's everything to me now

...

My heart aches to embrace her

My arms craves her

But she cast a spell to keep me away

...

 I tried, 

I'm still trying,

and I will keep trying

till I win her heart one more time

...

Creedleon : Distress

 A Moment of Silence

By every passing second,

I grow colder.

Forgetting who I am,

as my feelings slowly dissipates,

fading into the cold pride

where I've been keeping the weakest part of me

of of harm's way

...

Creedleon : Memory Fade Out

Blue Dream Serenade

...as I learn to harness it, 

I found that it was never meant to be harnessed, 

the more I tried to tighten my grip, 

the faster it's slipping away from me, yet I'm too afraid to let it go...

Creedleon : Memory 05

. . .

I'm listening to Maksim's Claudine, it's 12 : 43 AM here.

A rainy night in Tondano, my hometown.

Cold night, but not really that cold.

The tunes suits the night's mood.

I love this weather

. . .

I'm having one of those days when the sense of reminisce is strong.

Thinking about the past, not that there is much about my past.

It's just that, lately
 

Creedleon : Memory Refrain

Well, what an interesting life. I haven't slept all night, editing this blog.
And just when I'm about to finish up, this comes right between the eyes.
This is wearing me out real fast.

Really not fun, and not even a little amusing or funny.
Just hurting, plain pain...
God I love her that bad...

Creedleon : Memory 04

I just noticed that I put 'memory' for the title of these things.
Actually, not all of these are memories, some are just ideas there will be more of those, memories and ideas, I'm just putting things that came across my mind.

Well, lets get it on...

Things hasn't been good to me lately, too many problems hitting me from many sides.
My insecure core is getting hit bad, maybe life is training me the hard way, really need to keep everything in moderation.

In many areas, I think that I'm making too many efforts in vain, as if I'm trying to shoot a water gun to a tsunami.

Creedleon : Memory 03

I just ran out of things to say, I can't believe that my heart is that easily played.
I really need to keep my feelings and emotions in check, it's just that I care that much.

Anyhow, she goes over the line sometimes, feels like every time I lower my shield I got punched to the gut, taking me down over and over...
Maybe I'm just being hypersensitive?
But the problem is that I'm comparing it with myself, I will never make that kind of jokes about the way I feel for her.

Creedleon : Memory Interlude

Here we are again...

If you're still here then I guess I'm doing a good job.
I hope these stuffs give you something to waste time with.

Well, lets get started then...
I think for this part I'm going to reminisce.

Creedleon : Memory 02

Only a few minutes has passed after the first 'working title' thingie,
but I'm going home, so I thought I should write something before I go.

Well, I've quit smoking, and I think I'm going to quit alcohol as well.
She might think that I did it for her, which is not necessarily wrong,
but the other fact is that I did ask her to take good care of herself for me,
so I'm trying to take better care of myself in an effort to be fair with her.
I am all about fairness
Or at least I'd think so.

Creedleon : Memory 01

Last night,

She said that she love everything about me.
I don't really know how to react.
There are things that I've been keeping even from myself.
I do know one thing, she is all I want now.

Truth be told that I have never felt anything close to this.
All those anxieties, restlessness, shocks.
I don't like any part of them,
But I love each and every second while I'm feeling those feelings
Because I know, that by all those unpleasant things,
I find my connection to her.