...wheren

Knowing what needs to happen does not always come with the will and ability to make it happen.

I have faith in a better future, I believe in a greater force of good working for a bright tomorrow, but minutes, hours, days, months have passed and still a tinge of bitterness lingers from yesterday.

I have gotten used to having that ache, that pain that is almost constantly nudging the deepest recesses of my heart and soul.

But getting used to it has not made it any easier, time and time again it comes back and while I know the attack is going to be brutal, while I know how and where and how devastating it would hit, it has never been able to prepare me to handle it...

I see clearly, I know the poison I am swallowing yet I cannot help but to swallow it...

I have long accepted the fact that there are things, many things, countless things not meant to be mine regardless of my efforts, sacrifices, blood, sweat, tears, whatever you may call it, I spent, invested, wasted on it...

In the eye of fate, the faithful and the faithless have no difference, neither are taller standing nor any shorter kneeling down, all equally crawls humbled...

I do not know what more lesson can be drawn from the perpetual pain, but the pain has yet to abandon me, perpetual, relentless, unforgiving...

Knowing what needs to happen, does not always come with the will and ability to make it happen.

...and in this world, the most lasting impressions come from bitterness.

For even Job feels he has been cheated when the worst comes.

...flavors of sunset

twilight is nigh

...goldenscorch

...goldenscorch

Twilight Beckoning

The Murex Sunset

While life is not at its best for me for the time being. I have to admit, there are good things balancing out the pains. Have a look at some more pictures of one of the best dive resorts in Indonesia, if not the world.

Murex Dive Resorts

Here are some pictures from Murex Dive Resorts. I have quite a lot of them, but here are what I can post for the moment.

 

Dinner anyone?

Amateur Photography

Here are some more of my amateur photography work. It's a lot of fun although today particularly is not my best day. These are taken a few weeks back. There will be more and hopefully better captions when my mood improves.

Sky Bridge 0208

Hisashiburi da na...

Amateur Photography

I've always loved photography, well the art of creating pictures to be exact. Been infatuated by graphic arts. Tried sketching a bit as some of the old (old old) posts suggest and still not that good at it. Switching to some more instant way of creating pictures and loving it.

Now I have my own camera a (not so) cheap but reliable Nikon Coolpix L820, I've been trying to be a bit productive that way. The camera is practically automatic, it is a bridge camera or a superzoom. It does most of the work for me, I practically just point and shoot with slight control over the image quality and other photographic thingy. However, I do have a pretty good eye for aesthetics if I may say so. That in essence is what great photographers have when they started (in my opinion)

So without any further ado, here is a taste of what's to come.

The rooftop of my workplace